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"Would it have been so absurd, so incredibly ideal...?"

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Well, i think I'm finally getting back to a better place.

The past couple of months, actually this whole year so far, I've been in a huge slump of confusion and doubt.

*Ramble, ramble, ramble...*

Also, it was so hard to care about anything anymore.

Everything seemed pointless and all answers led to a nihilistic point of view.

I think I'm over the whole 'caring about how my images compare to what I think is expected of me' bullshit.

Now, I just have to focus on drawing my emotions even if it does kick up dust or hatemail from angry christian mothers in the Milwaukee area.

Numbing myself was the worst thing I ever did, but I'm glad I found great music that moved me out of the whole thing.

I swear, it saves me every time.

Anyway, so yeah, I thought I'd put that out there cuz you guys are my friends even if you're just here for the random boob shots. *whichmightbepublishedwithsomeotherawsome DAartists
inthefallCOUGHCOUGHCOUGHitwillkickyourfa ceintooblivion*

So yeah.

<3 you all.

-Maki-

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=atechnogoddess Jun 11, 2007, 7:53:58 PM
I like the way you did her hair, the highlights are really nice. A friend of mine has trouble inking hair like this.

Oh wow :O It's digital! Well ^^ That makes it even more grand, it's very neat. Can't wait to see this book you speak of. I hope all works out for you :heart:

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Alpha Technogoddess
The Wholesome and Divine
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*Popgrafix Jun 11, 2007, 7:58:49 PM
:hug:

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"I was born alive.
Isn't that punishment enough?"
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=maki-ubermach Jun 11, 2007, 8:00:34 PM
haha, i just put the digital for the grey tones cuz i've had ppl fight with me over catagories..XD I wish I drew that controlled on a comp...<3
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=maki-ubermach Jun 11, 2007, 8:01:55 PM
I'm still waiting on the sex but the hug will do nicely for now. ; D
:glomp: Sank kyu~!
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~CharsCharlotte Jun 11, 2007, 8:18:11 PM
wow very nice :) i love the hair and expression
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~Ashshadow Jun 11, 2007, 8:43:37 PM
Very nice. Simple (meaning the lack of color... it's still something far beyond what I'd be able to draw -.-';), but I'd imagine this is the way it'd look best.

About the 'rambling', as you put it... drawing what you want/feel like drawing? Yeah, that's the very best option really. What does it matter what anyone else will feel about it? Sure, it's nice when you receive praise for your work an' all, but if someone was ever to badmouth your work simply because it's not 'what they expected of you'... well, that's kinda foolish.
The only expectations one should worry about are the expectations of oneself. If you like and are proud of something you've worked hard at, perfect. If some people don't like it, well... opinion duly noted, but I say screw 'em. It's their problem.

Haha, oops... guess I kinda rambled m'self. Many pardons.

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If ignorance is bliss, why aren't more people happy?
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Mood: Love ~Sarumaru Jun 11, 2007, 9:19:51 PM
Wow! She's got this "I can't beleive you said that" expression on her face, and the welling up of tears, nice touch. What'd you do this with? Pen and marker? Because the highlights are great.

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Ukiiii!!~
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=maki-ubermach Jun 11, 2007, 10:41:08 PM
Pencil and then darkened the lines by adjusting levels in photoshop.
My fave part was shading the hair, i wish my hair was that shiny..xD
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=maki-ubermach Jun 11, 2007, 10:45:04 PM
Yeah, I just put myself under tremendous pressure.
You see what's out there and you wonder why the hell anyone is giving you the time of day so you try to push yourself to your limits but under the wrong reasoning and you deflate instead of blow up; it's weird but i really lacked my confidence and then blamed it on everything sucking because I suck....crazy crap.

I just really lost my cool, but hey, thanks for the comment back. : )
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